um, ya I apparently don’t know how to just be in the moment, or enjoy a simple thing. I realize, that I may sometimes have the over analyze, suck the life approach. Why the hell do I do this? oh ya I’m really flawed. I think I need to learn how to open my big mouth and insert my foot into it, just so I don’t say something that will hurt someone else. I’m not very flexible that may be difficult, I wonder if I could insert someone else’s foot into said mouth.
It is a blessed day, when one doesn’t have to be woken up by an alarm. The best feeling is the one where you slowly stir out of the dream and gain awareness of the place where you are. Your eyes have not yet let in the first light of the day and you lay there taking in an awaken passé of breathing. The best feeling is knowing that you don’t have to get out of bed at a rush and you don’t have to rush to the bathroom or rush to take a shower or get dressed. The best part of a day off is when you’ve worked hard the two previous days, and therefore are even more grateful to go slow and take in a day of your own speed.
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