There are lots of writers out there who have told us that we need to look at the good things in this life. I think it is hard to do that most of the time, due to the fact that the bad things are just always there no mater how hard we try and avoid them. So the bad finds us and we have to look for the Good. Pretty sucky! Anyhow, I spent some time looking for the good things and it is possable to find them. It gets easyer to find them the more you take time to find them. I guess that is true of a lot of things in life practice makes perfect or perserverence is needed or something like that.
How had I come to believe, that the deep things of my heart and mind were not important? Who told me they didn’t care about the things I was feeling or thinking about? The truth of the matter was, that no one actually said I don’t care about what you think or feel, they just never bothered to ask. Never being asked is another way to let someone know that they are not valued. In response to some of the most important people in my life not bothering to pursue my young heart and mind, I believed I had nothing to offer or give that would be of any value to anyone else. I believed I was stupid. I heard it over and over in my heart and head with out a second of doubt of its truth. Not until my twenty sixth year did the truth that I believed about myself reveal it’s self as a lie. There were six of us who met each week, five younger women and our leader, a woman the five of us had approached to ask if she would be willing to let us learn from her and be mentored and guided ...
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