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February

It's cold outside and when I was younger, it never bothered me much, but lately, I like it less. I also find myself wanting to just stay in my nice warm cosy house. It's warm inside and on days when the sun shines my favorite thing to do in the winter is to sit next to a sunny window in the house with a book, and a good cup of coffee of course. Ahhh a taste of the good things to come I guess. 

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