The Color Green

This life . . . It's not exactly what you wanted? I say that as a question because really I'm not totally sure what you wanted. It seems to me that it wasn't this so much. You must have had this in mind though, because you chose to give us a chose. You didn't just put us under a spell that would make us fall in love with you. Your desire for us was not for us to be your puppets, ( controlled by the puppet master, all feelings and actions and thoughts are the masters) you made us real. We chose not to listen to you, our creator, we chose to dought you, with the help of the puppet master. ( satin ) Now we really are under a spell. We have been turned to wood, and are controlled by him. This describes our world, some of us are slowly coming out from under the spell. Jesus Christ is the creator, and the spell breaker, we just need to believe that, and he well some day say to us, now, " YOU ARE A REAL BOY"

Here I am, soon to be thirty one. As I begin this thirty first year, I begin also my first year of under grad. I have some what of an idea of the direction I'm to take, but some how it still is foggy. I still feel as if I'm trying to go down a road that has not come into complete view yet. Here's the thing though, that's ok. It is not necessary to see everything clearly before I begin this journey. I have learned that God, will never leave me or forsake me. "The bible tells me so." Now I have to step out on faith, and hold to his promises and truth. I have to remember too that time and again, he's been faithful, I can trust Him, and I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength. Oh! Amen!