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I'm just one person, and not only that I am a self absorbed Flawed Person, how can this person make a difference in this world of self absorbed flawed people? "It seems a hopeless business. " (Mr. Bennett said that in Jane Austen's pride and prejudice)

God has promised that he will never leave us or for sake us,he has said that nothing is able to separate us from his love. I have heard it said of God that he did not show up, or he did show up. But how can that be a true statement if he has said that he would never leave us or forsake us, that his presence is constant?

This morning, I sat at the kitchen table, with my journal and the Bible that's on my smart phone, the words of my God, written by the hands of the people he created. Those people who Chose to step away from and choose to step away from his constant presence. I copied by hand the words of Isaiah 40: 22 into my journal so that it would be a bit more impressed upon my heart And mind.

Then I stopped everything to pray,to remember that he is always present, And to come before him with a heart that is Wearied, because I every day forget to remember to show up. Yup me, I don't stop to show up with God! I do my best to make a difference in this Flawed world by myself and I end up dropping the ball, missing the mark.

After I stopped to pray, my heart and mind stepped into the presence of God,in his presence there were things I could see, because he helped me to remember him, He helped me to focus my view on himself. That is when this person flawed though I am, is able to make a difference in this messy world.

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